me: i’m gonna study when i get home
me: i’ll just study before i go to bed
me: i’ll just study in the morning
me: i’ll just study on the way to school
me: i’ll just study in this class
me: i’ll just study in the hall
me: i’ll just study before the test
me: i’ll just study during the test
Now that my sister moved out my mom doesn’t have anyone to talk shit to, or get mad at, or take her anger out on. Guess who took my sisters place? -_____-.
Prom’s coming up but I’m not really feeling it. I still gotta buy my ticket but I’m lagging it just to give me an excuse not to go. Friday’s the last day to buy them, only got three days.. The David in me wants to go and just go for the heck of it and kick it with some friends and see what happens, BUT theFernie in me wants me to just spend the day with the homies, ride my bike, pack some bowls, eat and sleeeep. If I really wanted to go I wouldn’t be so hesitant, I would’ve bought my ticket. I guess all these pressures of “Why aren’t you going!? You gotta go!” is getting to me. I’m not going cause I want to, I’m going cause my friends want me to go. Should I go or should I not? I gotta make the best of things since school is about to finish but I’m not much of a dancer. No point in using 95$ to just eat and sit down feeling lame, I can do that at home for free!





